Well, well, well we're actually getting close to our next transfer. It's hard to believe. I feel like I'm getting off easy since I'm not having to stim. It's a nice change.
I went to the doctor today for an ultrasound. I was so relieve to hear that my lining was good and I was cyst free. Go me! J told me again that this is another sign of how "healthy" I am. LOLOLOLOLOL! I told him that if I was healthy then I would have been pregnant 2 years ago! We have that conversation frequently.
It's sort of sad that I don't have anything to say about the FET. I feel so numb to this whole process. I think my mind is blocking it all out to keep me from getting hurt again. It's like it's not even happening. I have no hopes and no excitement. I feel like the chances of this working are about a billion to one. I actually think I could get more hope and excitement from a lottery ticket at this point. It seems more likely to pay off.
In the spirit of recording the process, the estrogen has been giving me annoying dull headaches all week. I'm on 6 pills daily.
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